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Name: Jodi, Jodea, Jado,
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Birthday: 10/8/1987
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Expertise: Greek mythology, writing, relationship problem solving, child rearing, making people I don't like go away, and being myself. Also being a complete freak of nature and have people think you are popular. Yaoi is my other form.
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Currently Reading
Death Note, Vol. 1 (Death Note)
By Tsugumi Ohba
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Writing

      This is my unofficial writing update site I think. So far, I am working on the new chapter of Dangers of the Dark. I scrapped the original and went a completely different way. A few of my friends are going to make cameos in it, because I enjoy writing about my friends and seeing the various ways I can drive them insane.

     Over the years, my style has changed. I look back on some of my writings last year, and see how much I have done differently. I still like Princesses and Fairy tales, but people are making those plots work, aren't they? I also like dark haired girls or very girly guys to use.

     I enjoy writing, and hope to keep on doing it. I am right now jumping on Anne Rice's fanwagon so I can pick up all the sad Vampire Chronicle kids, though I would be flattered if someone would one day write fanfiction based on my stories. Then again, I would probably review them too and ask if I can use their ideas in my  new book. Yeah, fan girl turned writer is going to be a interesting thing to see.

Jodi~


Saturday, April 08, 2006

Currently Reading
Kristina: The Girl King, Sweden, 1638 (Royal Diaries)
By Carolyn Meyer
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Blogging, then random yaoi references

    Often when someone ask me why I don't update, I state a simple fact: Those who read this know what I do all day. They are my fellow classmates and such, so I never know why I should post it to tell them again.

     But next year, they aren't going to know what is happening to me, as I will be in a different college then everyone. Kinda sad that you will be away from your friends of four years?

    Oh well, we may or may not stay together, and we will make new friends in college. Misti and Tom will be around next year at least.

     On a totally different note, I read Loveless, and I found it funny that virgins have kitty ears and a tail. What kinda pick up line would this be "Hey baby, want to lose your ears?". Jodily, isn't it?

     Jodily is defined by me as being beyond scarey or weird. I am so cool, or such a dork, I made up my own word.

     Also, Gundam Wing seems to be the biggest yaoi fanfiction base, yet they aren't officially yaoi, or so they claim. Makes you wonder? And makes me want to ask the creator or voice actors their opionion. Mine is that they are trying to sublimily make boys less homophobic. Come on, the girls are ugly, but the guys are hot! What does that tell you?

    Okay, for character profiles, I only have those from Eclipse really done, I will be putting up those I have right now.

 

Name: Samson

Title(s): Crown Prince of Aisling, Sun Prince

Age: 18

Sex: Male

Homeland: Aisling

Height: 5'10"

Weight: 145 lbs

Hair: Long golden blonde that falls to mid-back

Eyes: Sky Blue

Clothes: Light blue tunic and leggings trimmed in gold, light blue cape that falls to his knees, gold circlet, gold belt, and golden colored boots

Family: Father- Aaron, Mother- Tara, Twin Sister- Selena

Likes: Books, reading, spending time with his family and friends, quiet days, peace, riding, being alone, his fiancee,

Dislikes: Fighting, strangers, water, evil, Layla, mercenaries,

Weapons: Gold sword set with a large star sapphire.

History: Samson is the oldest of the Royal twin and the reason why the others end up meeting and questing to find. He is of course, the crown Prince of Aisling, the most powerful kingdom. He is engaged to Princess Alicia of Kellen, the Spring Princess, who he cares very deeply for. He is very close to his father and sister.

Although Samson is a great warrior, he hates the thought of bloodshed and fighting, preferring to spend his hours studying or with his loved ones. Strangers think he is a prefect specimen of a prince, with his calm collected demeanor and good looks, but in truth he is very shy.

Because of his status and good looks, the witch Layla had been trying to catch his eye unsuccessfully. When the marriage of Samson and Alicia came to be a certain future, she decided to kidnap the Prince at this birthday ball, which she did.

Now Samson is kept in a maze of horrors and challenges in the Castle Feardorcha, so far having used his quick wit and skill to stay alive and dedicated to Alicia.

When he hears the only way of saving his live is for Selena to rescue him, he feels very guilty and worried for his sister. He prays that Selena, his parents, and Alicia are all safe and that he can one day return to them

 

Name: Selena

Title(s): Princess of Aisling, Moon Princess

Age: 18

Sex: Female

Homeland: Aisling

Height:5'6"

Weight: 95lbs

Hair: Long black curls that fall the waist, worn down at the castle and braided with ribbons on the Quest

Eyes: Purple

Clothes: Rich gowns, satin slippers, and jewels at home, and the same outfit as Samson’s, except in lavender and silver, on the Quest

Family: Father-Aaron, Mother- Tara, and Twin Brother- Samson

Likes: Her family, dancing, sowing, making herbal remedies, music, jewels, clothes, pleasant company, children, animals, horse riding, her friends,

Dislikes: Layla, people who don’t treat her with respect befitting her title, being punished or scolded, Calisto’s attitude toward her, being thought helpless, admitting she was wrong

Weapons: A small silver dagger, her knitting needles, and her regular needles. Normally doesn’t use any of them as weapons though.

History: Selena is Samson’s younger twin sister and the leader of the motley crew, by the sheer fact she is a Princess and the one who started it. She grew up in the lap of luxury and was a very pampered Princess. She had everything she could want and desire, a family that loved her, and a league of servants to due her bidding without fail.

Her only redeemable qualities seem to be her gentle nature, love of all those dear to her, skills in healing and herbs, her skill with cloth and sowing, and her superior horse riding. If not for Samson’s kidnaping and Kimberley’s Prophecy, she probably would have remained a silly little Princess married to a handsome but foolish King in some other kingdom. But, as it was, she set out on a Quest to find her brother, against her parent’s will.

Being a Princess, she had no clue what to do. She had never held anything more deadly then a knife and at the time didn’t even have the dagger. She was very ill-prepared for her journey, but as fortune had it, she ran across Calisto, the Star Warrior before a group of bandits. Calisto reluctantly agreed to be one of her three companions on the promise of vast wealth and the slaying of Layla.

Soon after that, they came upon Taylor, who next to Selena, has the most dedication to the Quest. Taylor dreams of becoming a knight, though that is impossible because she a peasant, and more to the point, female. Taylor of course sees this as the most valiant mission in the history the world and joins to save the Prince and keep the Princess save.

Next they meet Quinn, a Knight of Kellen, who had recently been given the title the Loin of Kellen. He eagerly joined to protect Princess Selena from bandits and the likes of Callisto, and to save his lady’s fiancee.

Selena of course often comes off as being too pampered and spoiled, but is also very sweet. She tries to better herself in every aspect, including learning how to cook a little and taking care of Taylor, who she views like a younger sister. Selena secretly has fallen in love with Callisto, but knows that it will never work out for Callisto isn’t even a real knight and hates her with a passion.

Selena hopes to rescue her brother and return to her way of life, but as time goes on she comes to realize that she didn’t like who she use to be and doesn’t know if she can return to her old life.

Name: Calisto

Title(s): The Star Warrior, The Dragon of Rigoberto

Age: 20

Sex: Male

Homeland: Rigoberto

Height: 6'

Weight: 160 lbs

Hair: Long white, worn to mid back

Eyes: Gold

Clothes: Black tunic and leggings, black boots, and black cloak.

Family: Three younger sisters- Jessica, Miranda, and Valentine

Likes: His sister, pretty girls, money, power, weapons, fighting, drinking, gambling, horse riding

Dislikes: Layla, snobby princesses, those who hurt the ones he loves, those who get in his way, Noble Knights, children

Weapons: Twin silver swords with gold stars in the hilts, and a silver sword with a golden hilt carved into a dragon. The Dragon sword is never shown to his companions.

History: When Calisto first meets Selena, he saves her from being lost and soon after from a group of bandits, all because she is the prettiest girl he has ever seen. When he learns she is a Princess, he nearly leaves her in a village, until she promises him a large payment of gold and the death of Layla.

Before meeting Selena, he was a Knight serving the King of Rigoberto, a northern kingdom. He was the greatest warrior, so was given the title of Dragon and engaged to the lovely Princess Darlene, the Charming Princess whose beauty is only exceeded by they Witch of Feardorcha, the Moon Princess, and the Cosmic Queen.

Although Calisto was thrilled with his soon to be bride and new lot in life, Darlene wasn’t. She was very upset to marry a common Knight, even if he was her kingdom’s greatest warrior. Calisto’s three sisters also prospered from this match, and soon attracted the eyes of many suitors.

But, before she had laid eyes on Prince Samson, Layla was infatuated with Callisto. When he refused her, she changed his three sisters into doves until he agreed to be hers. Although Calisto nearly did do just that, Layla had grown bored with him and moved on to Prince Samson, leaving him with three dove sisters and a fiancee that had convinced her father that she could never marry a man desired by a witch. So he leaves Rigoberto and became a mercenary.

Calisto is followed by his sisters in their dove forms on all his journeys as a mercenary. Along the way he of course meets Selena, Taylor, and the insufferable Quinn, traveling with three things he hates to destroy the thing he hates the most and save his sisters. His sisters seem to take to Selena and Taylor easily.

Calisto has also fallen in love with Selena, but won’t admit it, as he has already had his heart broken by one Princess and he dedication is too his sisters.

Name: Taylor

Title(s): The self proclaimed Lady Knight of Aisling

Age: 12

Sex: Female

Homeland: Aisling

Height: 4'10"

Weight: 75 lbs

Hair: Shoulder length light brown, wild as a peasant and sides in a ponytail on the Quest

Eyes: Brown

Clothes: A brown shift as a peasant, and a green tunic, blue leggings, brown boots, and red cape on the Quest

Family: None

Likes: Knights, questing, protecting Princesses, noble deeds, sweets,

Dislikes: Everything against the Knights Code, Callisto,

Weapons: A bow and arrow

History: Taylor has always desired to be a Knight, but as she is merely a peasant and a girl, that is not very realistic. Taylor was an orphan in the town of Hester, a peasant community in Aisling. She spent most of her days running errands for money, hunting, and beating up the boys who picked on the girls.

Taylor called herself the Lady Knight of Aisling, and followed the strict code of the Knights to a tee. All the people in the town thought her delusional or crazy. One day, she runs across the prettiest girl she had ever seen fighting with a handsome man over the correct direction in which to travel. Those two turned out to be Selena and Calisto.

Taylor goes over to defend Selena against Calisto. Selena tells her that is unnecessary, but Taylor assures her that as the Lady Knight of Aisling, it is her duty to protect all ladies in trouble. Taylor challenges Calisto to a fight for the Selena’s honor, but is promptly defeated in a single move. Taylor of course says that she will train to beat Calisto, so that Selena may have her honor restored. Selena tells Taylor that she is the Moon Princess, so that isn’t necessary, as no commoner could dishonor a Princess.

Taylor, wants to join the Quest as soon as she hears about it, but Calisto doesn’t want her too. Selena, though, says it would be a honor to be protected by the Lady Knight of Aisling, so Taylor joins as their second companion, must to Calisto’s dismay.

Taylor, after Selena, is the biggest supporter of the Quest. She is good at archery and hand to hand combat. Upon meeting Quinn, he becomes her biggest mentor, and further teaches her the ways of the Knight. Taylor is viewed by Selena as a younger sister, and will become Quinn’s ward.

Name: Quinn

Title(s): The Lion of Kellen, Young Lord of Amadahy

Age: 22

Sex: Male

Homeland: Kellen

Height: 6'3"

Weight: 180 lbs

Hair: Shoulder length dark brown hair, worn in a low ponytail.

Eyes: Green

Clothes: A dark green tunic with a lion embroidered on it, dark green leggings, brown boots, and a dark green cape.

Family: Father- Matthew, Mother- Helen, Grandfather-

Likes: Following the code of the Knights, serving his country, Selena, Taylor (as a friend), helping those who need it, sword training,

Dislikes: Layla, Everything against the Knights Code, Callisto,

Weapons: A silver sword with a gold lion’s head.

History: Quinn is a Knight in Kellen, and the 2nd greatest warrior. His grandfather is the Duke of Amadahy, his father, the Dragon of Kellen, and his mother, the main handmaiden to the Summer Queen, Nadia. He is on his way to being the next Dragon of Kellen, and is considered the prefect Knight.

Upon meeting Selena, Calisto, and Taylor, he takes an immediate dislike to the brash Calisto. He thinks they are all working for Layla, and orders them to the dungeon, before Princess Alicia spots them and points out that Selena is the Princess of Aisling. Quinn apologizes to Selena for his harsh treatment and also to Taylor, but tells Calisto he deserved worse then what he nearly got.

When he learns of the Quest, he request to join, as Prince Samson was to marry Princess Alicia. His family and King Payton, the Season King, grant him the permission too. His family have another reason for allowing him to go, the hope that he can woo Princess Selena and get her hand in marriage.

Quinn is very attracted to Selena, as she embodies what a Princess should be, along with what a warrior and devoted sister should. He is the one that gives her the daggers just in case, but tries his best to make certain she never needs to use them for that purpose. He takes on Taylor as his ward and squire, and teaches her the ways of the Knight.

Him and Calisto clash on every subject even more so then Selena and Taylor do with Callisto. At one point, Quinn nearly kills one of Calisto’s doves, causing Calisto to nearly kill him. Quinn grudgingly admits that Calisto is a much better fighter then him, while Calisto will admit he is better at tactics.

Name: Aaron

Title(s): King of Aisling, Cosmic King, Dragon of Aisling

Age: 48

Sex: Male

Homeland: Aisling

Height: 6'5"

Weight: 185 lbs

Hair: Mid back straight black hair, worn down

Eyes: Sky blue

Clothes: A black tunic and leggings, trimmed in gold, a gold cape, gold colored boots, and a gold crown

Family: Wife- Tara, Son- Samson, Daughter- Selena

Likes: His family, Swords, Serving his People, riding, reading ,

Dislikes: Layla, formal parties and meetings, anything that harms his family,

Weapons: A silver sword with a gold dragon head hilt

History: Before becoming the King of Aisling, Aaron was the Dragon of Aisling, and still holds that title. His bravery and chivalry won him the heart and hand of Princess Tara, the Angel Princess, and the Kingdom of Aisling when he saved it from being conquered by Lord Azerael of Shevonne, becoming the only Dragon to ever rule.

Because of Aaron’s simple life, he detest the court life, but is still a very good king. He dearly loves his family, even though he sometimes finds his wife and daughter to be a bit silly and vain. He wishes Samson would also become more of a warrior, and be the next Dragon. Aaron himself is the head general of Aisling, and oversees all the battles.

He is over protective of Selena, and forbid her from going to save her brother when he was captured. He himself is also looking for a way to defeat Layla, but sees it may be impossible. The other reason he does not wish for Selena to leave, for if Samson dies or is forced into marriage with Layla, Selena must become the next Queen of Aisling. His greatest fear is the death of his family.

Name: Tara

Title(s): Queen of Aisling, Cosmic Queen, Jewel of Aisling, former Angel Princess

Age: 45

Sex: Female

Homeland: Aisling

Height: 5'4"

Weight: 110 lbs

Hair: Long blonde curls that fall down to her knees, normally worn in a complex style

Eyes: Purple

Clothes: Many jewels and anything that is at the height of fashion and very elaborate.

Family: Husband- Aaron, Son- Samson, Daughter- Selena

Likes: Her family, parties, fashion, jewels, gossip, finding suitors for her children, flowers, sowing, new clothes,

Dislikes: Layla, looking her age, anything that ruins her appearance, anything that goes against her plans, anything involving blood, Lord Azerael,

Weapons: None

History: Tara is considered the most beautiful woman in the world, followed only by her daughter. Although in her mid forties, she doesn’t look past her mid twenties. She is a good mother and Queen, but is a bit flighty and in love with clothes and jewels.

Tara was the only child of the former King and Queen of Aisling, and was engaged to Lord Azerael, but in love with Aaron, the Dragon of Aisling. When it was found out that Azerael intended to destroy Aisling, Aaron defeated and killed him, and was rewarded with the hand of Tara and the throne.

Tara loves her family and wants what is best for them, she dreams of her son married to a lovely Princess, and her daughter married to a noble Knight. Tara enjoys throwing parties and attending them dressed in lavish gowns and jewels, the exact opposite of her husband.

When Samson is kidnaped, Tara is beyond grief. She refuses to even hear the suggestion that Selena should find him as her daughter as been groomed to be a Princess, not knight. Tara though strongly believes in Kimberly predictions, so she does allow her daughter to escape and convinces her husband to not go after her. Kimberly promises Tara that Selena will return safe and will find true love on her Quest.

Name: Layla

Title(s): Witch of Feardorcha, The Deadly Beauty, Lady of the Fallen Throne

Age: 42

Sex: Female

Homeland: Shevonna, later renamed Feardorcha.

Height: 5'8"

Weight: 113 lbs

Hair: Mid- back long red waves

Eyes: Green

Clothes: A black stain gown trimmed in gold and a matching hat

Family: Dead Brother- Azerael

Likes: Admiring herself in the mirror, handsome men, herself, power, destruction, death, wealth, herself

Dislikes: Age marks, pretty girls, not getting her way, Aaron, Tara, Selena, Alicia, hope, light

Weapons: Her magic

History: Layla was the sister of Azerael, and inherited his land after he died, renaming it Feardorcha after the castle they lived in. She is very beautiful. Unlike Tara, she is aging quickly because of the draining of her life due to her magic, so she must cover it up with makeup and magic. She is incredibly vain.

Besides her power, she admires handsome young men and goes from one to another trying to force them into marriage. Over the years, she has tried to take many lovers, and has always failed, but left them with a nasty curse of sometime, until she kidnaped Samson.

Besides his looks and power, she also wants him to spite Aaron and Tara, for killing her brother. Later, Azerael’s spirit contacts her and convinces her to resurrect him, and capture Selena to be his bride.

 


Friday, April 07, 2006

Currently Reading
Memoirs of a Geisha
By Arthur Golden
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Updating

Okay, so I haven't been updating alot, or at all. I now have a myspace and livejournal account, so yeah. I haven't updated those until today for awhile either.

I went to Katsucon, and it was cool. I am now the slave to Kirby Morrow, the voice of Mirkou. I also got yaoi and Misti got yaoi, to the annoyance of Steven. Hey, if my girlfriend liked gay guys I would feel better, less likely she will find someone better then me to date. And now she has some guy to run to when she is sad that will actually understand her and help her, instead of making it worse. Me, I just go to older guys, or Tom. And no, he isn't gay, he is just understanding.

I am college bound! I got into Randolph-Macon and UMW! Yeah!

I got my grad stuff. At my school, they force you into a white robe if you are a girl, meaning you have to wear a white skirt underneath it. Complaints have meet my ears daily from my fellow students. Frankly, I don't care. I like my skirt and top and find them cute.

I also got my prom dress, not showing it this year till prom though! I have no date but Misti sadly. Oh well, it just occured to me I don't have to make certain the guy color coordniates with me at least, and that gives me plenty of time to ooh and aw at my friends and annoy them by saying how cute their babies will be. Yeah, Beth will diffinitly kill me.

I am bored, and suppose to be working soon, so I will just leave you with two new plot summeries!

Eclipse Plot Line

Eighteen years ago, the King and Queen of Aisling, received a miracle. King Aaron and Queen Tara, often referred to as the Cosmic King and Queen, had struggled for years to conceive a child, and finally were blessed with twins.

The oldest twin was the Crown Prince Samson. He was as handsome as the sun and was given the title, the Sun Prince. He was a good yet reluctant warrior, but often bookish and shy to anyone outside his family. But on the day of his and his twin’s eighteenth birthday, he was kidnaped by the Witch of Feardorcha, Layla. The Oracle Kimberley is called upon to say how the prince can be freed from Layla’s clutches. She responds that the Prince’s Twin must go on a quest and find three companions along the way. The Prince’s twin readily agrees, but the King and Queen are dead set against this plan.

Why? Prince Samson’s twin, Princess Selena, is a young beauty who has never held anything deadlier then a butter knife. She is called the Moon Princess and is expected to marry a young and handsome prince to better serve her people. But she loves her twin very much so in the dead of night sneaks away to go and find him.

Her three companions turn out to be Calisto, a handsome mercenary, Taylor, a young girl dying to be a knight, and Quinn, a knight of the Kingdom of Kellen. Together with the often bubbly princess, they set out to free Prince Samson.

 

Project

Thirteen Years ago, twenty children were kidnaped from the Sasaki district. Nine days later, seven were returned to their home without a reason why or knowledge of where the other children are.

Soon after the returning of his daughter, Takahasi Kaemon died of unknown causes, causing his wife to take Iva back to England to live at her family estate.

Iva, called Ivory or Ivy in her English home, has started having nightmares about the kidnaping. She is able to convince her mother to move back to Japan for six months so that she can get back in touch with her father’s homeland and the strange occurrence of her disappearance and her father’s death.

Our story begins with Iva moving back to Sasaki. Iva meets up with her six childhood friends at Kinjo High School, who also had been kidnaped but returned. On the Thirteenth anniversary of their reappearance, all seven of the children experience a near death trauma, which awaken hidden powers.

On a search for the answer to these cosmic powers, they run across Dr. Kudo Michio, who seems to know all of them well, and about their powers and past.

Dr. Kudo worked for the Sato Laboratory, which was trying to develop a formula to make a super soldier. In order to test it, they stole twenty children from the nearby district. Dr. Kudo upon learning of this, tried to free the children, but had only manage to free them.

The formula seems to have had a delayed reaction and was now manifesting in the test subjects. Now they have to learn to control them with his help, so that they can end Sato Laboratory and free the other thirteen children before they are turned into weapons of mass destruction.

Also, Dr. Kudo mention that someone had already try to destroy the lab once, someone by the name of Takahasi Kaemon, who seem to be harboring a great secret.

Will have character profiles up tomorrow, though I know no one but me cares! Tough break, my blog!

Ja Ne,

Jodi~


Sunday, January 01, 2006

Currently Reading
Saiyuki Reload 2 (Saiyuki Reload)
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1/1/06 7:36 pm

Quote of the Day: "Save your sons, shield your daughters, there's viagra in the water."- chours to the viagra song.

     Happy New Year one and all. This is the year I graduate. I graduate in June. I will be going off to college. I will be starting a life. I will be a responsible adult. I will be getting a learner's permit soon, hopefully and a job. Scary, isn't it?

     So I did go to First Night. And I did have fun. Barbie when I told you I wasn't going I didn't know that Misti had already bought me a button and I wanted to get away from my family.

     I got my package with my DvD and books. Had to smuggle them past my parents so they wouldn't see the cover. Sadly, Yaoi Hentai isn't that good, but I haven't finished it. Too quicked paced. But for those who like smut without plot, it is good.

     Finishing work I have barely made a dent in. Oh well, I have tomorrow and tonight.

      I finished my six poems for Creative Writing 2, and am now going to share them

Shadows

Dark overcoming light

Blocking all from sight

Causing heart to fright

Destroying all once bright

 

Hiding mistakes from past

Making memories last

Relieving the pain fast

Over lies cast

 

Feeling not but fear

Blocking from eye and ear

Causing flow of tear

 

Showing the true soul

Setting fire to the coal

Voice begin to roll

 

Pain attacking heart

Taking world apart

 

Truth being set free

Letting all to see

 

Shadows do not but devastate

Shadows reveal our fate

Boy meets Girl

My mother looked me in the eye

And told me the reason why,

I kissed the boy in the Park

And I felt a sudden spark

 

"When a Boy and Girl meet

Love can sweep them off their feet

Make the world feel whole

Making stomachs and hearts roll,"

 

Little me just nodded with smile

And went away for awhile

Still wondering about this new emotion

About the words love and devotion

 

My mother knew my confused stare

She said again with loving care,

"Little one, you are growing,

And in your body seeds are sowing,

 

Love is a simple story,

Filled with danger and glory,

At first it seems hard to solve

But if it true, pain will dissolve

 

Boy meets Girl

Courting and love dance and swirl

Marriage and wedded bliss

Then your child’s first kiss

 

It will repeat again and again

This story you will tell when

Your daughter begins to grow

And her interest in boys show."

 

But now I have grown in age

And this story no longer sage

Boy meets Girl still stands true

But to this I know something new

 

Boy meets Girl

Love and passion curl

Sometimes into true romance

Often, though, a heart gets lance

 

Love is no simple wondrous tale

Its complicated with hidden veil

But I know how my story will begin

With Boy meets Girl all over again.

 

Playing

"Play with me," she plead

My first warning, she didn’t heed

Just watered her wanting seed

Trying to break me like a reed

"Play with me," she plead

"I told you, I can’t"

About to begin my rant

Anger causing me to pant

I’m working harder then an ant

"I told you, I can’t"

"You always say that," she cries

I take a breath and close my eyes

Wishing I could say she lies

For this scene is in constant reprise

"You always say that," she cries.

"Can’t you see I am busy," I hiss

Her hurt look I do not miss

Her pain, away I want to kiss

The time to spend with her, what I wish

"Can’t you see I am busy," I hiss

"Don’t you love me anymore?"

My heart out she just tore

Frozen at the core

In me, this fear bore

"Don’t you love me anymore?"

"Oh Lord, what have I done,

To make her think her love I shun

How can’t she know none

Come above her, my sun?

Oh Lord, what have I done."

"Don’t cry, please," she said

Stroking my hand and head

Knowing my heart feels of lead

My feelings she read

"Don’t cry, please," she said.

"Let’s go and play,"

She smiles as I say

She finally got her way

And for once, it is okay

"Let’s go and play,"

We walk off, to play tea

The little child who is little me

And the older one I now be

We are one as you can see

We walk off, to play tea.

 

Dream

Him and I dance

In everlasting romance

He holds me tight

And takes away my fright

He calls me the apple of his eye

Making my heart and voice sigh

To him, I am beyond pretty

And he doesn’t mind I am witty

He doesn’t have or need a face

Just says he need in my heart a place

I gladly give him that and more

Warming me up to my core

He says for my love, he would die

Which makes me whimper and cry

For in the morning, he will be gone forever

For our love, reality will sever

For I am real, and him imaginary

But his memory I will carry

But, before I go

He holds me so

His last words make me wonder

Before we become asunder

Who is dreaming of who

For his words to me to soothe

"Even awake, I will remember you,

For you are my love true."

 

Attempting to do this Assignment

I sat down to write a happy poem

Not in a jolly mood

And though I tried so hard to write it

It turned out mean and rude

 

I sat down to write a love sonnet

Feeling not but hate

And though I tried to think of good things

Those feelings didn’t abate

 

I sat down to write a funny limerick

With no laughter in my eye

And though I tried to make it chuckle

In the end, it made me sigh

 

I sat down to write a sweet haiku

But nature turned against me

And though I tried to be inspired

The poem wouldn’t be

 

I sat down to just write

With not a thought in my head

And though I tried to write something

I just went to bed

 

The Spell Caster

You want a spell, my little dear

I have just the one, don’t fear

Clap you hands and spin around

Jump up, then jump down

Stand on you head and do a flip

Then of this potion take a sip

What, not working you say

This must not be you day

Never fear, I have another

Passed down from my mother

Close and then cross your eyes

Then say a truth that lies

Impossible you claim

Your mind you need to tame

You don’t believe in my spells?

Say they are just tall-tales?

Nonsense, I am the real deal

And my prices are a steal

Read you palm

You are wrong

I am the Spell Caster

I now a spell for each disaster

But, I can’t read your future or past

I only make the present last

What, no longer want my magic brew?

Then away you must shoo.

 

     Yeah, working on the other stuff for my portfolio. I am surprised at how many people actually look at this site and subscribe to me. I need to go and subscribe to everyone who has subscribed to me.

This year and onwards,

Jodi


Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Currently Reading
The Da Vinci Code
By Dan Brown
see related

12/27/05 8:18 pm

Quotes of the day:

 


::

Things That Nika is Forbbiden to Do

 

Things I Am Not Allowed to Do in the Mall:
*I am not allowed scream "Fire!" in a crowded elevator.

*I am not allowed to scream "Fire!" in a crowded elevator, even if it is the lyric to a song.

*I am not allowed to suddenly become acrophobic while riding the escalator.

*I am not allowed to impersonate Sailor Moon on the escalator, not even in Japanese.

*I am also not allowed to impersonate Sailors Mercury, Mars, Jupiter, Venus, Luna and/or V.

*I am not allowed to throw plastic roses at people.

*I am not allowed to wear a top hat and cape, not even if it's my birthday.

*I am not Tuxedo Kamen.

*I am not allowed to see two cute guys walking innocently together and make a comment on how they must be lovers.

*I am not allowed to sing The Bad Touch.

*I am not allowed to have my two companions sing The Bad Touch.

*I am not allowed to form a chorus line and have all of us sing The Bad Touch.

*I am not allowed to demonstrate a panic attack to my friend while riding in a crowded elevator.

*I am not allowed to pole dance...anywhere.


Things I Am Not Allowed to Do in My Own Home:
*I am not allowed to leave gay porn visable on my computer when we have company over.

*I am not allowed to leave gay porn visable on my computer to get myself a snack.

*I am not allowed to leave gay porn visable on my computer when I think I am alone.

*I am not allowed to leave gay porn visable on my computer ever!

*I am not allowed to say the word "eclair" in hearing distance of my mother.

*I am not allowed to mention "smabing".

*I am not allowed to say "Usagi ja nai" one more time on threat of forking.

*I am not allowed to explain BDSM to my little sister, even if she did ask.

*I am not allowed to have a party, get drunk, destroy the kitchen and attempt to summon evil spirits........especially when there's an equally drunk friend with a camera and internet access.

*I am not allowed to threaten to marry outside my race just to piss off my father.

*I am not allowed to photo-manip a pic of my cousin until it looks like a blue-skinned frog and turn it into a lost poster that reads "Have you seen our fugly toad?"

*I am not allowed to post said lost poster all over the living room walls.

*I am not allowed to put the phone in the freezer in the hopes that it will freeze to someone's ear resulting in a one-of-a-kind visit to the ER.


Things I Am Not Allowed to Do in Public Places:
*I am not, under any circumstances, allowed to call my GP "sensei."  Especially in public; especially in that tone.

*I am not allowed to comment when my little sister decides to randomly molest her friends via their pants.

*All the world is NOT a stage and I am not a gay porn star.

*I am not allowed to fend off hetrosexual relationships with the phrase "I am a lesbian."

*I am not allowed to wear a collar and leash when making a visit to court.

*I am not allowed to ask my friend to lead me by said leash into the courtroom and call me "good doggy" when I sit.


Things I Am Not Allowed to Do Online:
*I am not allowed to make fun of Christians in chat rooms.

*I am not allowed to sell BBQ'd Gerbils.

*I am not allowed to solicit sexual favours for my dog.

*I am not God.

*I am not God's gay lover.

*God's gay lover is not my master.

*I am not Satan.

*Satan is not God's gay lover.

*God does not have an evil twin named Ed.

*I am not Ed.


General Things I Am Not Allowed to Do:
*I'm not allowed an abortion...because my mother wants grandchildren.

*I am not allowed to become a nun.

*I am not allowed to threaten people with black magic.

*I am not allowed to charge for entrance into my army of darkness.

 by Mistress Nika, website http://www.freewebs.com/kokkei/index.htm 

 

 

Well, as you can see I have had a productive day. Okay, I spent all last week cleaning my house spotless, and I did a pretty good job. But it was destroyed during Christmas and I have a cold so am not up to recleaning it. Christmas was good. On the maternal end I got a box set of DvDs, 2 Collectors' Dolls, the rest of my opal and jewerly set, a blink-blink cross, a book on Christian Mystics, a chibi plushie, cash, and from my brother and his finacee, the ConAir temporary hair color device, which I have yet to try, because I want to redye my hair back black first. Yes, most likely the next time you see me, I shall again have black hair.

Went to my cousin's wedding yesterday. The service was all of ten minutes. The Preacher forgot have the words and the pianist messed up every song, including the wedding march. Must admit the bride was pretty and my cousin was looking nice in his dress blues. I saw my other cousins Andy and Todd, and their wives and Todd's son, Cooper, who looks just like Todd, but I couldn't get close to do to my cold. The Wedding and reciption were really bad, and over all could see that it was not done with much money, as my aunt was paying for everything. My brother started talking about his wedding, and it really depressed my parents. But his sounds alot better, then again both him and Jen work. The bride was also my age, like only two months older then me, and my cousin is 22. Scarely how young people marry!

Well, I finally finished Wicked, and it was pretty good. Now I need to start on Christmas break work! My mom said she read my English book already, as it is done by her favorite author and my Grandparents loaned me the da Vinci Code! I need to start reading!

Also, Jen finally announced her engagment to my grandmother, and no fireworks. Dang, I was hoping for atleast alittle you are too young to marry!

I called Christina for the first time today. Her codename is Mistress Nika and she is like a sister to me. We talked for an hour and I am calling her back next week. I bought with my cash, a kung-fu suit that will double as my Duo Maxwell costume, Kyo Kara Maoh vol1, Saiyuki Reoladed vol2, and Yaoi Hentai (Yaoi). Which is about: This is yaoi at its most extreme: graphic scenes of loving between a college professor and his student, a bar-hopper and some thugs who kidnap him, members of a corrupt soccer team, and a tentacle monster who's hot for a pair of twin bishounen. Nothing is left to the imagination!

One of the reviews says it is really bad, but the other said it was great!

11 of 12 people found the following review helpful:

Not for the weak., October 4, 2005
Reviewer: ReaderFanatic (Chicago, IL United States) - See all my reviews
Ok, first things first. This is NOT Kizuna. This is hard core porn. There are four stories in this anthology that are filled with plenty of hot, hot, hot sex scenes! When I buy Yaoi, this is what I'm looking for! When I want Shonen Ai, then I'll go to Kizuna and Fake.

Heads up: There are scenes of bondage, plenty of forced sex, tentacle sex and incest. If this doesn't bother you, then you're all good with this GN.

They say "nothing is left to the imagination" and they mean it!
This pleased me.

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0 of 1 people found the following review helpful:

Terrible! Stay away from this!, December 24, 2005
Reviewer: R.Parklane (Taipeh, Taiwan) - See all my reviews

My title says it all. If only there is minus rating. This is total garbage and the art is simply awful. Yes you see it all but there is nothing erotic or sexual about the graphics. Just plain crude and the story line sucks! So far, the so called Yaoi mangas from Yaoi Press are plain sub standard. Japanese Yaoi/Shounen-ai ones for me any time.

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I will get like next week, and I hope it is good! Want to borrow it, let me know! Until next log in,

Jodi.


 



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